Him

I had a dream that I went back to China. Went to school and was picked up along the way by him. He drove me to his house, where I find myself walking into one of the room. The setting of the room

Had a desk and three texitos. For some reason they were handing in the air. During this time he went somewhere. I was going to get a post-it note and write 加油;however was not able to get to it due to the fact that he arrived back with his girlfriend. For some reason he didn’t really pay attention to her and kept following me around. As soon as they appeared, I told him I was leaving. He gave me the aura as tho he regretted rejecting me. It made me feel good inside that he felt sorry but I told him I was so over that moment already. It also felt as tho he wanted me to be with him. I finally remembered how he looked like a year after confessing to him. 

In life, although we meet those who we fell for and it didn’t work out it’s always alright. 

Stairway to happiness

Last Saturday was one of my friends wedding. Weddings are normally the day of every girls dream. Its been a while since i have seen this friend. she is someone who is very playful, honest and direct. We have had ups and downs but she will forever be in my heart as my bestie. All the moments of picking on her, seeing her smile, hearing her laugh, hearing her cute voice just made time so beautiful. Congrats little one. You were the youngest one out of the three of us but you found your perfect match first.

Music balances and unbalances us

Everyone has those moments that is captured by music and when the music is played, the heart starts to ache and the video of the memory kept in mind starts to replay. 

My story today is about my friends and I. We all had the same dream before, but because one was stubborn, because we knew or thought we knew what was best for each other, because we didn't consider the future consequences and only cared for ourselves not seeing our flaws, we fell apart. I will forever hold onto the old great moments that we had. But I will also continue to let you go because the things that you did without considering my feelings. However, I forgive you because you have shared some pain with me, but things can never go back to how they were. 

One of these girls shared the same love i had for stars. The other has showed me how to be strong. Regardless, ill love you two forever. 

Great birthday

This year was the best birthday i have ever had! It lasted 3 days. I'm surprised it was sunny and had great weather that weekend. Here are some pictures below

February birthdays.

There are so much February birthdays. First its my moms, 2 of my cousin's, a girl i know, my birthday, another cousin, my little brother, and my best friend. I hope to surprise her with my big gift to you.

Anyways, today is my moms birthday. Wishing her a long lasting life.

This little light of mine

It is great to have people in life who will always make you laugh. For me, it my best friend Sarah. She and I have known each other for 10 years now. I guess you can say it was a long journey. I remember the first time I met her. I felt like she and I had so much to talk about. She was the first person who i felt so ease to talk to because I could be myself. Anyways, I never thought that i would ever meet her again because everyone else was just strangers. Fate brought us together again. The second time was at my nephews house and the third time was at her own house. I remember at her house there was a singing competition that the girls had and I was a judge(or was I part of the audience???)...but anyways I remember she had her hair down and wore a scarf. She was so hao piao liang oh. Finally, what brought us together was dancing together. After getting close to her, whenever there were hangouts at my cousins houses, i would always go just to hangout with her, but most the time it was just her little sister and she had to work. But what do you know, I'm currently living with my best friend! Today is her birthday! Wishing her a happy birthday and i hope that this year, life would be less stressful for her.

Happy new year!

This past year has been a great year. I have completed some of my new years resolution. Here is my list:

學中文(learn Chinese)
去台灣(go to taiwan)
[X] 唱歌(sing)
[X] 一個人唱歌on stage(sing alone on stage)
Make more money
[X] 找勇敢(search for courage)
[X] 一個人幸福(search for happiness)
[X] Become less stubborn
[X] Make ma happy
[X]Become more independent
[X] 學愛自己(learn how to love myself)
Eat more
[X]Stay happy
[X] Care less about what others say

As for 2015, here's my new years resolution. I hope to complete it.

找幸福 search for happiness
Smile more
Be more open
Good grades
學吉他 learn guitar
學唱歌 learn more about singing
學中文 learn more chinese
打開你的心 open my heart
BE more positive
gain weight!
Take out the people who always puts you down.
cherish the ones around you.

I hope that all my viewers will have  a great year and hope that everyone stays happy and healthy and find a great person who will love them. I'm happy where I am in life and grateful for the ones who I have around me. The most important two people that I am grateful to have are my mom and my best friend Sarah.

Anyways, happy new year everyone.