Monday, December 22, 2014

Dreams, Family, Friends

 
Recently, I have been singing a lot of covers because I have been moody lately. Never realized that freedom can be very lonely. When wanting to find someone to talk to the best person to talk to is myself. When waiting for someone, I realize that they never come. I guess I really just need to learn to search for happiness on my own because happiness will not wait for me. It's shocking how sometimes even family is untrusted.

Today is the day that Sarah leaves for California for the Pageant competition. Deep in my heart I'm wishing her the best luck! Someone has been saying things about her joining the pageant to me, which breaks my heart, but in my heart she's the best person I've ever met. I wish that she would have a safe flight to Cali and back. I hope that she would win number 1 to show that person who has been talking behind her that the girl is wrong.

My mom once said to me, "The only two people who can destroy your life is your best friend and your husband." I believe it but then I also disagree to this statement. Because right now I am having family problems, I feel that family is the one to also destroy you. Not every family is supportive, especially my family. I'm going to try my best to move on and think about myself now.




Anyways I never realized how much pain Pets has gone through. Pets! 加油哦!I feel that Pet's voice is the one of most beautiful and clean voice I've heard. I wish I was able to sing just like you. 謝謝你提醒我我的夢想是什麽。

Saturday, December 20, 2014

Christmas this year

Recently, I have moved in with Sarah. I'm very happy but I still feel this is just a dream. other than spending time with Sarah, I've never been so happy before.
Anyways, this year, sadly, I'm not going to celebrate Christmas with Trio. I know its sad but everyone's growing up, but me. I'm still me...but I love my two best friends. Sarah's going to California to join a patent competition and Susan lives with her husband in Minnesota. she isn't going to come down till the 31st. As for me, I would be celebrating Christmas with my family. 
First off I would like to wish Sarah good luck, but I know that she can do it! 李小美!我愛你!你一定成功的!加油!
Secondly, Susan! I can't wait to see u!
Lastly I don't know what I am going to be doing while Sarah's not around....here comes a whole week of boredom again... come back soon my angel (Sarah)!!!


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Wednesday, December 17, 2014

The best gift for Christmas

Every human being always wants nothing but the best. Out of all, I feel that everyone deserves pity. I am not saying it in a bad way, but what I mean is, there is no one in this world who knows everything. Everyone is still naive. Since Christmas is coming up soon, I hope that everyone will stay safe and never be lonely. During this time of the year, it is always hard for me to choose what to get for those I love because I personally have so many things I want and because I feel that way, I also think that many others out there who mean a lot to me also are complete. However, because this is what I think, when it comes down to what I want, the rest is my goals and things that I need to achieve.

The Light Ahead

During the times that I had trouble, what I always thought of or looked for was a light. I always almost never drive in the night, but when I do, I'm always afraid. Because I get scared, I would always look for a light and calm myself down. The light will always lead me home. I started believing that the light is similar to a miracle after my best friend calmed me down when I was upset. She said to me that everyone in this world had a light, if your light burns out, I will relight your candle and you must follow your own light. Therefore, I have concluded that a light is hope similar to a Thai drama, Ngao Asoke.

So...Just keep following the light when you feel lost.

Thursday, December 4, 2014

Movie Review




Tiny Times started out in an unusual way. At first, I did not think that the movie was going to grab my attention, but it did just like every other Tiny Times film. The beginning had four girls walking out of a tunnel. They were dressed in uniform. Two girls had long hair and two girls had short hair. Then as they walked out, there was a crowd cheering. The cast ended up being the same cast from the last two movies. Anyways, the crowd was cheering on the four girls because they were known as the Tiny Times Sisters. They have been together since high school. The reason why they were being cheered on was because they were going to do a race. Let me introduce the girls in this cast to you by the order that they race. The first girl who starts the race out of the four girls is Lin Xiao. She is very obedient, but she knows when to voice herself. She is a bit naive but also responsible. The second person who continues the race is Lily. She is a very strong girl born from a wealthy family. She is not afraid to stand up for herself and would do anything to protect her other three friends, but when it comes to time where her and her friends argue, she becomes soft hearted. The next person who continues the race is Ruby. Ruby is very open, she's not afraid to do things and is more manly. Lastly, the one who finishes the race is Nan Xiang. She is very elegant, naive, and very talented. Out of the four, she is the one who does things on her own because she does not want to bug her other three friends. Continuing with the story line where the Tiny Times sisters are racing, they ended up losing because one of their opponent pushed Nan Xiang causing her to get hurt. Her knees were scraped. Like every other Tiny Times movie, the four of the friends help support Nan Xiang to the finish line. The event of the race ended up just being a memory from the past. This leads to Lily saying that she's happy the four of them were going to live together. Then they started talking about going to Rome for work. They celebrate with a drink and once again the setting changes to an airplane. one of the funny sense in this movie when they were in Rome was during the time that they found a wishing well and each of them made a wish. The funny part was when Ruby made a wish and she didn't toss the coin gently, but she tossed it causing her to toss herself into the water. Their boss changes his plans and leaves them in Rome, which they end up playing around for the next few days. When the four of them went back to Shanghai, China, Lin Xiao was crying for an unknown reason. This reason will be left for you to find out. The reason I watched this movie is because it reminded me of the great times I spent with my two best friends. The title of this movie Tiny Times make me feel and remind me of how life is short. Also, best friend's relationship will always be forgiving not matter what happens because when it comes to serious things of life and death, these four girls in the movie were always there for each other regardless of how mad they were at each other.

Monday, December 1, 2014

My Thanksgiving Break

My Thanksgiving break was great. On Wednesday, my mom decided to have an early Thanksgiving. We ate turkey, noodles, and rice. As for dessert we had apple pie and cherry pie. Afterward eating, I drove to Springfield and visited my best friend Sarah. When Sarah and I met up, our first destination was her boyfriend's house. She bought food or him. We stayed there for a while then headed to her workplace. While Sarah was working, I ate my favorite noodles Rice Powder Noodles and played on my laptop at Sarah's workplace. After Sarah's shift was over, Sarah, her boyfriend named Halcyon, and I headed to the Movie theater and watched Penguins Of Madagascar. When we first reached the theater, I realized that it has been about one years since I have been to the theater. The last movie that I watched at the movie theater one year ago was Great Gatsby. After watching Penguins Of Madagascar, Sarah and I headed to her apartment while her boyfriend went home. During the next day, Sarah, Halcyon, and I went out to eat at "Friday's." all decided to head home back to the country side for Thanksgiving. It was an hour drive back home and we all decided to follow each other. Because I was the slower driver, I was the last one in line for driving and last one to reach home because my house was the farthest one from Springfield.

The next biggest event that happened during my Thanksgiving break was the Hmong New Year. One month before the Hmong New Year, Sarah and I planned on singing for the New Year, but since we both lived one hour away from each other it was going to be hard for the two of us to practice singing. Then later we decided not to sing because Sarah was not sure she was going to get the day off. Since Sarah was not sure she was going to get the day off, I was unsure about whether I wanted to go to the New Year. Luckily, Sarah's boss was nice enough to let her get the morning shift off and worked during the evening shift. The Hmong New Year was just like every year. I saw many friends and family who I have not seen in years because everyone grew up and went to college, got married, or moved away to a different state or county. During the morning of the New Year, I woke up early to get ready. Little did I know that it would take me three hours to get ready. I guess this is what I get for not having any cosmetic skills. At the New Year, was also there. She and I were running around every where and getting everything ready for her sister, Selena, because she was going to dance with her dance group and sing for Sarah while Sarah was dancing. For Selena's dance group, it took Sarah three hours to help put their clothes together. Around four o'clock was the time when Sarah was getting ready to go back to Springfield because her night shift, so I decided to leave also.

Thanksgiving break went by very fast. I guess it is because I enjoyed it. I am very happy that I saw many of my friends and family.

My niece Jennifer, Sarah, and Me

Tuesday, November 25, 2014

A Little About The Hmong Tribe

Emotions, such as laughing, crying, being afraid, are experiences that many of the Hmong Tribe has faced. During the time when I was a child, I use to watch movies based on Hmong's past. While I was watching it as a child, I would always felt afraid and sad for those who have experienced the after effects of "The Secret." I personally know many people who were trying to escape for their lives after the Americans left Vietnam, such as my mom, dad, uncles, aunts, cousins, and grandparents. 

What could be worse than the feeling of running and trying to escape from this horrible nightmare of being hunted down. There were bombs everywhere. Gun shots were heard from all over the place, but shot out of surprise. The communist soldiers were hidden in the forest. As for the Hmong tribes who seek the light to wake themselves up from this horrible nightmare, it seemed impossible to.

After seeking the way out of the jungle, there is a river called the Bangkok River. This was a place where if people were lucky, they would pass across easily; however, if they weren't lucky they would be washed away in the Bangkok River. When crossing the Bangkok River, it was not an easy task because there were still many communist soldiers who were guarding the way. There were many lucky people who were able to escape towards Thailand. Many of the Hmong tribe had soon learned that it was not a good idea to cross the Bangkok River during morning time.

Riding the bus and splitting up with many family members was one of the most heart breaking experiences. There were many lovers who were split apart because either the girl or the guy had the chance to come to the United States first because they passed the requirement of being able to come to the States. Based on my mom's experience, during the time when many of the Hmong tribe were coming to the states, she said it was one of the most painful moments because many of her friends have left her behind to come to the United States. Even though most of us came to the United States, many of us are left behind in Thailand and Laos. Some of us fled to France, Vietnam, China, and many other places.

Today, there are many films based on the war history of the Hmong. Being born in the United States, I have had many times that people asked me if I was Chinese. I would always say that I'm Hmong, but according to my mom, she use use to tell me that we are part Chinese. Before living in Laos, many Hmong Tribes lived in China; however, the Chinese took over it after a war. After my friend came back from Taiwan, she told me that in Mandarin Chinese, we, the Hmong Tribe is called 苗族人 Miao Zhu Ren.

Because it is believed that the Hmong is Chinese, I have concluded myself that the Hmong is still Hmong no matter what.

If I were to choose one of the most important thing on the Hmong Outfit, I would say it is the Xauv.



This outfit is the one of the more common Hmong outfit.




The xuav is similar to a necklace, but there are more designs on it. The two xuav below are two examples. The one on the left is the new style xuav, while the one of the left is the old style xuav. Based on my experience, the old style xuav is very heavy. It is what my mom use to always wear







     


Hmong Clothes can vary depending on the region where the tribe lives. Below is a picture of what we call the Hmong Chinese Outfit.


Thursday, November 20, 2014

Life Is Filled With Surprises

Have you ever met someone who meant so much to you? A Lover? A Best Friend? In the end, these are all relationships. These things are very precious. Cherish is what my two best friends would always tell me. These two people are called Sarah Ly and Susan Vang. It is very surprising that the people who I did not think matter in my world, do matter.

I have known Sarah for about 10 years and met her during the summer. Normally when I meet someone I don't pay attention to who they are or give first impressions, but Sarah was a different. She was the most talkative person I have ever met. I would almost never open up and talk to a stranger as much as I talked to her. Surprisingly, we got became close friends after dancing for the new year of 2008. After dance practice, we would talk to each other about our favorite movies and actors. It seemed to me that there were a lot to talk about. Anyways, during the night of the Hmong New Year, Sarah introduced me to Susan. It was very funny because Susan and I already knew things about each other because Sarah and Susan went to the same school and were best friends. During 2011, we played volleyball for the Missouri Tournament. Similar to my experience with Sarah during dancing, Volleyball drew me and Susan close. She helped train me. Volleyball that year was very dramatic, but fun. There were many other things that we did together, such as going to prom together and celebrating holidays together. If I were to choose my most favorite time together with them, it would be sharing our dream story of our fantasy world. Our fantasy dream world was our escape. It's too bad that it is not real, but I can recall every moment Sarah would share the story with Susan and I. Even though we all have grown up and walked our own paths, I would never forget the good times and the bad times I have had with these girls. I feel as though I can recall these moments as though they happened yesterday. 

It is very surprising to me on how the world is so big but yet so small. This is because the three of us originally were born in the North and the three of us moved down to Missouri. What a surprising fate. I am glad that I have met Sarah and Susan because we basically balance each other out. Out of the three of us, I always over think, Susan is the most honest, and Sarah is the most social one. Sometimes whenever Sarah does not talk, it scares me and I realized that the times she never talk are when she is eating. As for Susan, She scares me when she gets loud. This makes me wonder if I ever scared them in some way.

I never thought that I would ever meet people who has the same interests as me and accepts me for who I am. I am very thankful. No matter how far apart we are from each other, we will always be there for each other no matter what happens. I love these girls and wish them nothing, but the best.


(Sarah, Susan, and Me)

Monday, November 17, 2014

Greetings

Hi everyone, I‘m Lisa Hang.  I love singing and sing covers all the time to CPop. I'm Hmong and was born in the United States. I can speak Hmong, English, and a little bit of Chinese. I only know a how to speak a little bit of Chinese because I taught myself how to. If someone is determined enough to do something, they will always be successful. Below is a video I wanted to share of me singing a cover to a song from a Taiwanese drama "Fabulous 30". Enjoy~